Sleeping In Class

Basically in class, I tend to doze off during class and fell asleep when the clock strike 1:00 o'clock. It's like the climax of my life. Omahgawddd the irresistible sleepiness can't beat the lecturers melancholic voice. Sorry, I tried to focus and make my eyes stay awake but uhhh I think it's fail! lmao. Sorry sir! 

                

                                                                                                                                                                                                      

                 

      The climax of my drowsiness..o.O?

                                             

      Basically my eyes just F.A.I.L.E.D

Source: omgchrissy

  Plus, when they just simply read the slides they prepared, it's like they're reading a bed-time story or to be specific they're humming a sleeping song. What a perfect combination, huh?! Sleepiness + Bedtime story. Yolo!!

Source: fuckoppa

Yes, W.H.Y? I think I have "reading class" instead of Microbiology class

Back to Hometown

yeah i'm going to go back to my hometown. I miss my family facqing bad!!!!! So, adios. I will be missing from you several days since err my village is lil a bit rural AREA!! DISASTER I can say.. lol

I'm getting old

 

          "When you think you can deceive your age".

-O M G !! I'm getting older!-

Posting again - Ortopedic

"I'm posting in the ward Orthopedic today".

                  I saw very severe wound debridement on this patient. That was a very long incission and drainage. about 12inch. yeah imagine that! I can clearly saw his flesh. there's no skin. the skin was completely intact on his right leg. But he's very strong. Woahh, if i'm in his shoes, I will make a fuss and cried out loud when the nurses tried to clean up my wound. Hey, I can even see his muscle movement and the vein of course. O M G ! I was freaked out! Because I was chickening out too soon, I just can placed myself behind the curtain but yet failed when the Sister saw me and called me over to watch more closer. Shit! I was going to faint to see his massive bleeding wound! It's no joke, guys. Its like a longggg drainage and at the end there's pond represent his muscles area that haven't been cut off.

                   Then, I smelled something that stink like the garbage site where there's a lot of maggot gathered. It was too smelly that make me wanna vomit. I did! The smell was sooo extragazant that I couldn't take it. yeah I hold my breath for 35 sec and crap this is really going to kill me. My instructor this time, pulled me nearer to see the pus and all those rotten flesh. Ok double crap! I totally loose it and went out from that area. lmao they're laughing at my ugly reactions. not to forget my flaring nose.. lol. I bet how the doctor hold their breath there. S.A.L.U.T.E!!!

Anatomy Physiology Result Out!

"Before going to sleep. Anatomy & Physiology, I have something to declare! I LOVE YOU. Yay I have passed the midterm exam and get 25.5 points. Let's kill the final paper again like this "B"!!! Fighting and shout!" 

Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah.

Theater Casting - Actress

I'm just swaggin' da show!

               Coming back from casting for the next theater performance. They wanna find the lead actress. You see they want someone who can play multiple characters, more like split-identity disorder person lah.. lol! And i'm shaking like ughhhhh the hen that wanna lay eggs. So damn freezing cold. Ok..I get it, these unnecessary feelings come from my anxiety and nervousness.. When it's my turn, I am feeling so numb! LIKE FOOLS, far worse than the-"Dumb and Dumber"- yeah somekind of feeling closely to that. 

                 But, hey! I pull it off! I've chosen as one of the casting! I was chosen out of 26 students who came for the casting. But no need to be bragged on about( tak payah nak brag sgt la kan....) there's still another 6 chosen and we will meet again for the next round until the last one standing. The chosen actress. heh, I dun care that much. It's not come to my liking doing this because I used and even now  have stutter and stammer disorder. lmao disorder my butt. I just made it up. And sorry I can't speak slowly. I'm more like bullet train. Fast talk is my experty. The thing I hate in the world is TO REPEAT AGAIN MY SENTENCE TWICE. Just go die! I'll never be so kind to fulfill it. There's only silent. -CROCKcrowCROCKcrowCROCK- 

               So, I will just do my best. Who knows, maybe if I did my best now eventho acting is not my thingy, maybe one day I will be an actress. You never knew what lies beneath your life. So, I'm gonna grab this chance. Maybe, instead of becoming nurse, I was destined to become something like that, actress I mean. lol what a hilarious thought. Ok, ppl I'll stop here before more stupidest things will merged out. So long and goodnight, adiozza!

i'll kill it the casts nominees. lmao!!

Dua' Sujud Tilawah

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. katanya, Rasulullah s.a.w. telah bersabda:

Apabila anak Adam membaca ayat Sajdah, lalu dia sujud; maka syaitan jatuh sambil menangis. Katanya, "Celaka aku! Anak Adam disuruh sujud, maka dia sujud, lalu mendapat syurga. Aku disuruh sujud, tetapi akumenolak maka untukku neraka." (HR Al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

Snap Ri

Source: jitori

At some point, being defeated by Riri was just not cool, guys. Come on... *sigh

Herbalife STS

I'm Going to Herbalife STS today. Yes, I see money!! $$$$$$$$$$ !!! Mummy gonna get you all. Smell!~~~ Guys, have you u have you shake today?

shake your hips if you're not! lol

Letter To BFF

• 
  [LETTER TO A BEST-FRIEND]
  
  
  I'm okay.. emmm just fraek out la nk exam ni. ak mcm lost la pinaz. really2 lost.. I'm like not strong enough to do nursing. i'm feel like lost lah. at first up until last week i was in fire mode, that even i've burnt in fire, i'm going to make and do nursing. make it  a success, but its like someone always watching over me. macam tgh tggu j peluang nk cari kslhn ak n then jatuhkan ak. em i'm like suffocating now.my heart felt really uncomfortable, like heavy metal sunk deep in my heart. dense!! n i suspected this person la... u see since i'm very dominant(loud, ckp byk, etc) dia macm hate nak mampos dgn ak or tak senang kowt. always said that's my strength( being dominant)but perlu ke u nak keep strength tu?? is it necessary being dominant? <<erk whateva lah.. xkn nak jadi pasif cam ulat gonggok tu.. pemalu bagai??tak puas hati ak terlalu dominant k? ak rasa cam bese. tak over pon. not satisfied, just come n spit it on ma face la tak yah ckp puzzle2 bagai. ak ni lembap sket tapi bab2 sentap ni mungkin laju la nak catchup!!!! weii its like everything went wrong with me. like i'm not needed in the batch. wallawei.... LOST N SEDIH NAK MAMPOS. mcm nak hug ko skrg n nangis puas2 @ nangis raong2 dlm toilet tp maluuuuu.. em well maybe ak just jadi ulat gonggok n skrg pon last week ak da start mogok already. shit!

Pinaz BoomBoom you are the best friend eva.

When everything like hell for me, you always there for me. You are my soft pillow. You are great honeybee.

 Love ya equally like my Jibby.

[PICS] Dendam Tantari

Dendam Tantari with Raja Azri

             Wuhuu!! Whaddup whaddup!! I have just returned from theater performances. 

Wow, so cool! The best part is the shirtless scene. Wohhhhaaa, the six pax maynnn. My mind went straightly to Taeyang! lmao!! But the performance really fun to watch. There's additional performances for every scenes shifting. 

             Then, the MC announce that there's this singer-Anuar Zain-who gonna sing. Everyone went wild, then suddenly the one who appeared was a man, he's black. I just mesmerized how good he is in singing Anuar Zain's song but ofc he exaggerated so much that sometimes the part of the song doesn't make sense. lol it's indeed a very fun+funny performance tonight. Then, he performed for second time. He interact with us to sing along but ehemm sorry young man, I just dunno the lyrics of the song. He sang all malay songs. Well, basically 2 song lah.

               After the theater performance, the main casts gather in front of the building, there's Nas Adila and Raja Azri. Did I mention they are the main casts? Yeah they are. But there's another one person. The main actor, Tantari. Since the theater is called "Dendam Tantari" or in english, "Tantari's Revenge". In this performance, Raja Azri adlibs are freaking good. I love his mimics. Born-to-be actor! Ah he look alike a lil' bit lah to Johny Depp. I love them both. Look our pictures together. O M G ! In H. E . A . V .E . N !

O M G  creys TT TT  Raja Azri Jjang!!

Overreacted can be not so cool

Emm sooo actually I err don't like ppl who overreacted too much. Sorry to say, but come on lahh we've grown up enough to make our own decision and the way you treat us like emmm how to say it--- tooo childishly?! O M G ! Just let us grow, will ya?! Sorry again but I just can't!

but again, u're a great teacher. but ermm... yeahh...

My Man, My Territory

When I truly met my 'HALO' partner, I won't be hesitated to cling on him, grab him and tell the world he's mine! And likewise he is. There's no stepping in my territory and what I mean by territory is Jibby my M.A.N!! Dead zone is more precise! Heh!!

LESSON 3 : LAST OFFICE

              

  "Today, I had a lesson on "Last Office" subject. Wow, nurses are really something! I mean, come on from nursing to managed the death body".

          What a broad-spectrum profession. Maynnn just lemmi creysss **facepalm myself for being so proud of being a nurse**  Indeed, you will realize what a precious life you had compared to others who's are for example terminally ill... yet weren't thankful enough but keep complaining to the degree that well uh should just be zipped off their mouth. Yeah better, great step to reduce the noise pollution. I think the noise pollution actually got worsen due to the stinky blabberish talks by these kind of "species". Ewww stink! To the people who suffers, get well soon. 

     To the people who lost hope, chin up and look forward. But for people who hurt while seeing others happy, get treatment. You the one who actually "sick" rather than the one who physically sick. Yeah simply put, 

You Just S . I . C. K!

Phantom Paper

        

        Ahahahahahahhaahaha.. As I predict, the test went disastrous while all the questions went catastrophe to me. Like everything was bizarre and I'm like-"Shit! I'm just gonna be a ninja here and kill this paper!" Not to forget my 5 marks got blown off just because i forgot the medical name for blood. Ok it does make sense right gto be confused between "hematoma" with "hemotasis". That's it! 5 answers needed for 1 question, and even if one wrong answer, go hide yourself in the corner and sobbed as much as your heart content! Cause the rule is simple, one fail, F . A . I . .L all!!!! What a suck uni life but everyone let's keep our strength together and be patient be challenging be confident for the bright future waiting for us. yay! But, yea still....

PBL Test... again!

Lol! Precise!

Because I know I'm gonna slump myself to the max degree today, I'm just gonna drown myself with the flow. O M G ! PBL( program based-learning) test coming again. This is the greatest disaster upon the greatest-madness disasters!!! Hul!~~~

yeah I can feel it. my awful fate!

MY Alive Big Bang Concert

"Did I mention that I went to the rainy party at Big Bang Malaysian concert on 27 October last month?"

          Well, I guess I haven't. What a great night especially when the dome err actually just a football stadium transform into wildest yellow ocean with the lighted crownstick! Memorable night since I saw Jibby that night with my naked eyes. Lol I regret nothing. If I only I can grab those expensive jacket Jibby throw to the crowd... Haishhh =.=""  But whatever.. not that soooo important! Heh..

12 . 12 . 12

            Oh snap! Today is the day. The beautiful day like the other previous years had been. 12 . 12 . 12! How cool is that? Well, consider it a great day, lemmi feed my dash with my husband, Jibby. Yay.  Ji if you manage to see this I wanna say:

 " Happy hengsho day, Ji. Good work for all these years and thank you for surviving. You have worked hard. What a Be happy for the rest of the upcoming years. Be a good boy. Oh did I mention I love your gummy smile. Well I simply in love with that smile. So don't hate it too much. You are great with them. It's gifted?! lol!"

So to the sweetest man that I like most in the the world, I love you!

O M G I feel shit after my confession

Bromance.. Whut?

Ok this is fighting. I get it!

"My fandom are busy with G-Ri thingy. Talking bout bromance, well I just cannot see... =.="

Roleplayed on LO(Last Office) Subject

                     

 Fuhhhhhh... what a heck day! I'm having presentation and not to forget involve in Roleplay in the evening. A packed day buddy... 

                      Well, these are my running assessment for this semester. Hell yeah life always cruel, I know but the hardest part is acting. Ok tbh i'm pretty bad in this thingy. At last I just end up laughing when the situation that supposed to be sorrow-dark-melancholic (since errr my patient was getting very unstable and just about time to her death territory) turn into something like this-megarajalawak-show. I told ya, I'm suck in acting @ roleplaying @ whatsoeva you called this assessment.

             
                      You just gotta bloody believe it I'M LAUGHING UNTIL TEARS JERKED OUT MY EYES when I supposed to push the emergency trolley to give support to the collapsed patient.  O M G ! How come the trolley locked? O.0?? Doesn't make sense! How the hell I'm going to pull out the drugs stored in it?? Just tell me! And what's wrong with the oxygen tank?? EVERYTHING WAS IN SYNC, they're trying to boycott me. Ahhh, the tools turn me into a complete fool staffnurse. Pfffffffhhh!!! Well, fate tells you to die anyway. So, next when I manage to pull out the convulated wire oxygen, then my friend -she act as staffnurse too- told me "She's dead, dead lahh wei.. No need!" Shut da fact up!! Do u know how hard I try to untangle this wire and when I'm done, you tell me with your poker face, she's dead! Oh come on lah.... Really? She just can die like that really?? Maynnn I just sickeningly curious to know. How come the storyline change without my knowledge??!! What a blur situation I'm in! Then she came to me, "This is what u called spontaneous! Roleplay, babe!" I'm like, " Duh!~~~~" Everyone crack up. Lol i'm seriously just rolling on the floor laughing. She's soo sick! 

Sooo Sick!

                       The best part is, the patient who died earlier was just not so died. The death was cancelled since there's a few part that had been cut off abruptly. And I need to come to the patient and pretending i'm comforting her and at the same time I'm leaning to her ear and whispered, " Duh! Come on just take one breathe and die now!! Ehem, I said now." Then, she took a veryyyy long breath and my friend scream, "TETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!"- signify the pulse rate has stop working and the machine went off! Puhahahhahhahahhaha this roleplay seriously a joke, man! If I can say, wow I'm just can die out of the non-stop laugh. Hohahahha, it was really ridiculous. 

Ughhhh my stomach kills me!!

                          When the parents ask the staffnurse about the complications their daughter may face when she undergo the surgery, lol guess what?! There's this long awkward silent ................. They only stared to one another and once again she make her poker face >>> O M G if only I can smack that face of her bahahaha<<<  and telling the parents, " Oh i'm gonna call the Sister for you". Everyone went blank, now who's this Sister she mention about? And out of nowhere, all eyes fall on me! I know this shit will be coming but yeah let's just play with the flow and I'm gonna kill that nurse later. lol.. Then, I came forward with confident-when inside I'm like, " I AM BUSTED. PERIOD!"- and then went straight to the parents and just talk shits bout the complications and risks the patient may encounter after the operation. LOL if u understand what i mean, coz 99% from what I deliver is fake! lololololololol.. Sorry guys, you ask me to act so don't blame me if the mark we got for this assessment is gonna be a cow-dung-shit! Heh!

Not my fault!

Mr Lion of Narnia

Excuse me? what the Lion's name again?

My favourite movie ok just one of a kind-Chronicle of Narnia. The reason? Well because I'm simply in love with the fluffy-hairy Mr Lion.. O M G gotta bloody believe that I always have a dream to touch and hug him!

Kicked off the Microb Class

   I have class on Microbiology and Physiology and Parasitology. Lol too many things they wanna 'sumbat' in one subject. It's like 'tauhu sumbat' dah i described this subject. Heh!

                     I dunno why we need to go to kckl for this laboratory session. Ok maybe ukm didn't give or have complete facilities on Parasitology facilities well I dunno. But the lab session was AWESOME! The instructors, microbiologists there were sooooo cool!!! Oh the best part is the Dr who the head of the lession was wayyy COOLER!! She like very 'otai' and superb-style lah.. Lol!! Vey charismatic yet soo unformal.. Dude, she got phd already but act like- 'Nahh... that shit doen't get me!'. Usually when I confront with someone with these 'kind of title', I tend to felt weird and uncomfortable. Well, because they sound sooo arrogant and desperately keep stressed on their title. Like whut??!!!! Do I look like i care?? But she's freaking jjang!! Cool Dr. maynnn! Respect from the bottom of my heart! SALUTE! We really rock the microb class. 

Boshta!! Cool!

                    I pricked my fingers for the slide preparations on the blood Film in conjuction to test the presence of parasites-Malaria and Filarial. Hey, i'm doing good! My performance are beyond expectation. lmao! Talking bout bragging, i'm sure no. 1. But yeah this is my first try okay but look, I manage to pull out all the procedures in single try. Wow, that really proved me that I'm a genius ladies and gentlemen!! Lol this is sooo One-Of-a-Kind statement. 

G.E.N.I.U.S 

                     Oh crap! I have meeting tonight with the seniors on "Dinner Project" that we're working on for my faculty. This is gonna be a big shit on me. Where should i find the sponsors? People are soo generous, guys.<<<<------- Really?  Kill this statement! If ppl are soo easy giving donations then why I end up meet rejections like millions of times? Haaa that was unlogical statement I've ever heard! But it's okay .. InshaaAllah everything will be cleared and I can get some sponsors for this event. If not, well i'm just going to feed u guys sands. heh 'Makan pasir la weyhhh...=,="" '.

Freed Your Emotion

TRUST ME SOMETIMES WHEN YOU FEEL ANGRY ON SOMEONE, YOU WISH YOU CAN JUST FLARED IT UP FREELY AT HER/HIS FACE. KILL IT!

           The distress I hold on all these while.

Pentas Seni

                 

Uhmm going to Bangi for Pentas Seni event. I thought this was like a kinda massive program and gonna be really fun to watch. The party start at 8.30 pm well since the bus pick us up at 8.00 and thank Mr Bus cause the show started kicked off at 8.00 pm. Nice. We gonna make big entrance at the middle of the shows. Bring me your poker face. 

Cool we gonna walk in with some swags add on it. O M G stop!

               Sadly to say, eh no proudly to say, I'm pretty good or to be more precise, MASTERED in this area. The proof was this early morning class-lessons on Anatomy and Physiology. The class started at 8.00am but i had hangover ( well not that kind of drunken hangova- i'm a nice kid lol ) overslept a little and woke up at 8.00am the time I usually ran like Charlie Chaplin to class. Actually everyday i'm late but the least and best time I can manage is 5 min late not more than that. Haaa 8.30am I showed up in the class with my aww gorgeous poker-face. lol the rule is simple. DON'T EVA LOOK AT YOUR LECTURER'S FACE! If you do, then it's over! She's gonna aimed u for the rest of your life! O.k this is based on experience. Believe me, I'm mastered in this. lmao!

Simply put your best Poker Face. It Works!

                 Ok. Back to the 'Pentas Seni' event, I love the 'Beat-Box performance.' Yolo.. It's daebak! Best damn thing eva. Highlight of the night. I' feel like there's Seungri or T.O.P beat-boxing instead of that Megat guy. Wow one thing I really despised, uhmm sorry to say but your trademark-----'Erhhh ko nganjing aku ker?'<--------DUDE, everything just perfect, what's this useless trademark all about. It's okay if you saying it like 2x but for the rest of the show like 15 times repeating the same phrase yet I thought it was the mantera of yor perf. But aside from that unnecessary talk, your beat-boxing skills I salute, man.

               Well beside beat-boxing, there's acoustic perf from 4 members. It's like a band. Their voice blend well but ummm there's this girl who seem to dominate and over-control the stage and ruin the performance. I'm like, " Come on, girl! Sing by yourself lah if you wanna scream out your lung for every single part of the song". I just can't take the loud and high-pitch from her every time she land her mouth on the mic. Wow it's sooo loud and the lyrics, just pretend you understand! She makes it hard for the others. Ok talking bout being dominance, I'm that kind of person too, DOMINANCE. I like to be in the center of the world's attention but not until I kill the performance. She has the power to be single singer not in a band like that since her character and charisma overpowers the others unless she lower down her notch. That should be alright. But hey, I love her. We're both from Dominance Species.

Being DOMINANCE is the same as being VIP. People who weak died on the spot, People who strong lead on the TOP! So, ladies and gentlemen, make a way...